Sooooooo sorry!

I was gonna show off what I bought today but instead I will show you how I look now. This is a picture of new clothes I bought in fargo. I got the smallest size at the plus size store and I think their sizing must be off. Their 14-16 fits me and I am a 20/22. Whatever, I am happy I had to go with the clothes off the dummies LOL. The formatting for this is all wrong but it is being stupid so I can't change it. This was before Garth Brooks, which was amazing btw. See my weight loss? My shaved head? I am adding blue/purple streaks in couple weeks and going to get a new tattoo soon as well. I have little old ladies stop me to tell me I look good so I will roll with it. LOL. 

I didn't mean to fall off the face of the earth. I have been sooooo tired at the end of the day that I only spend an hour or so online.

New job is going well but holy crap it is a lot of work. You have no idea. I mean I have had work and been busy before but NOTHING like this. It doesn't end.

In order to do payroll I have to do quantities (materials hauled) and right now that is about 2-300 loads per day but will go probably close to 1000 as the season gets busier.

I also have to do all the time sheets, and code them properly which is a bit of a challenge right now. I am catching on but there is a lot to it. It only comes with experience.

Then there is fuel. We have hired trucks and they get fuel through us so that is a very important part of the invoicing.

We have our payroll every 2 weeks and hired truck payroll opposite weeks. Everything has to be 100% correct.

I then have camp costs in order to charge our hired trucks properly as well.

It may not seem a lot split apart but I tell ya, I do 12 hour days 5:30 am to 5:30 pm and I am busy the whole day with work left over each and every day.

I got high praise for having very few mistakes on my last payroll but it took me ALL day (13 hours) to get it all right after I had my entries in. I was upset that I wasted that day.

I am hoping that once I get to know more it will be easy. they are satisfied with me but I want them to keep being satisfied and not be overwhelmed.

So.......I also started smoking again, between my husband and son I had enough and broke. I needed something. I was turning to food and after 2 weeks I realized what I was doing. Then my ex-husband was being a complete dick and I just couldn't do it, I couldn't DO IT. A strong person has a point they can no longer be strong. I needed something, and the urge to smoke was a strong one and I wrestled with it for a few hours but in the end I lit up after having drinks with some people from camp.

I have an update with selling the house and my marriage but that will be for another post. I just wanted to pop in. Hopefully I can get another post up soon. I am beat most days so it is hard. Next days off is the weekend of the 4th.