New posts! You will want to read this one

I have decided to let you guys get to know me better in a series of posts. I have said many times my biggest blogging pet peeves is bloggers not responding to their followers. That will never be me. With that being said i have new commenters but no new followers, why? lol. I love talking to people. I like to know people. I don't need to be miss popular too big for my britches (not all of them are like that of course, their are some very nice ones). I have been thinking of unfollowing some blogs because their lack of skills when it comes to their readers. They can post every day but have no time for anyone, that sucks. There is nothing worse than feeling ignored. Some respond all the time which is awesome :). I also prefer to know who is actually reading my blog because of events of the last few months. Creepy events.

Is there anything you want to know? These posts won't have finesse. That is not how i roll so i am not gonna pretend to be someone i am not. I ramble lol. I am also not going to get a generic list of questions from other blogs because i like to be original so i will just talk off the top of my head. I will do my about me post in a day or 2. Now for something else...........

I have a way of finding out where people are from who read my blog (don't worry you still have your privacy completely). I was positive my ex best friend who was the one & only person who knew every single thing about me was still reading. I have come to find out she has. I knew she would be as i know her. I have some messages for you.

You made your choice when you acted like a sissy & didn't want to deal with the confrontation after you hurt me so. You could have dealt with it & all would have been fine but no you chose to run. That is not what a true best friend does. End of story, so obviously you did not think of me the way i thought of you. That hurt but meh i am used to shitty people, i just never ever imagined one of those people would be you.

I loved you but you made that bed. Get over it & leave me & my blog alone. I will never forgive you because you were the one person i trusted more than anyone else in this world & on top of backstabbing me you actually betrayed me when you passed on personal sites & posts of mine to others (which by the way the person knew about it anyways).

You did not even bother to admit it or deal with it, you chose to limit my access to your page therefore telling me you didn't care about our 17 year friendship or me, so i chose to block you & never ever speak to you again for any reason. Who knows what other crap you have said about me since you are obviously not a true friend.

You know that i can't forgive deep betrayls. I am over it now, i have no feelings what so ever for you except general sadness that it came to that. I never thought i would have to worry about myself or my blog with you but after what you have done i have too. I will miss you on my wedding day, but i couldn't have you there now if my life depended on it so i am sure i will be fine. There is nothing that can ever be done to repair this friendship so i do not understand why you are still "stalking" my blog?You need to let go & leave me alone.

What did you hope to accomplish? Were you trying to turn my friends against me? Did you honestly think they wouldn't tell me about the crap you pulled. IDK why you were trying to sabatoge things for me but it backfired in a big way didn't it? You were the one who lost out while i still have everything. Karma is a bitch & when it bites it bites hard!. Nope i am not perfect, nor did i handle things perfectly but i am a damn good & loyal friend & i would go to the end of the world & back for my friends. I expect the same, i drop anyone who can't give me that. I would never ever betray someone i care about, not for anything.

I know for a fact you have been reading as there is NO ONE except g & my mother who has this blog from my real life. Nor is there anyone else in that region. I even have your isp provider. I am going to have to see what i can do about blocking you if you don't stop. You may regret what you did (doubt that but i can't figure out why else you are checking up on me) but that doesn't mean shit now. I wish you all the best but i am serious when i say what you did is unforgiveable & the relationship is irreparable (if that is what you even want). I have taken a screen shot & i will go further to prevent you from being able to watch me if i have too. I know your brother is an RCMP officer but that doesn't mean you can break the law. Online stalking is still a criminal offense.

I never meant for this post to go that way. Sorry to the rest of you who had to read that. I meant this to be a happy post then decided to check where people were logging in from (don't worry it doesn't give private info) because i had this "gut feeling" so i needed to put it out there before i continued with my posts. Honestly even with the drama i am an awesome person with a heart of gold, just ask my dog! I will have to post the heartbreaking (to me) news about him tomorrow when i know more. That puppy has really become our life & a major part of our family, he loves us to death & hates when we are seperated. I hope he will be ok.

If you want to comment shitty comments anonymously just know they will not be published & just get deleted. I can get a moderator if i need too who's attitude is just like mine except she will be even more outspoken if i have too. She isn't as nice of me in terms of being polite to ppl who have crapped on me. She is awesome, but she will put anyone in their place & not so nicely. I have nothing left to say & i don't wanna hear anything either. I am very close minded about this. I know i could have worded things a tad better but i was completely right about everything & that is why you didn't want to deal with it. C'est la vie!

Hey bloggers, let me know who you are, introduce yourself! I would love to get to know some of you more.

I hope everyone has a great long weekend (for you usa ppl). As of saturday we will be 5 weeks from the wedding & as of today 4 weeks until my family gets here :). I am sooooooo excited. More of you need to follow as i will NOT be doing any recaps here. I do not want someone who wanted nothing to do with me or my wedding get to glance anything from a distance. Just know it is going awesome & the full 2 day event will be amazing!!!