Merry Christmas everyone!

I know it is a bit early but i am sure no one will be around on christmas. I have been able to buy a couple more things needed for my outfit. I bought my jewelry, it is beautiful, i love it. I also just ordered my garter, my very first etsy purchase. It was a bit more expensive than the traditional garters but it is not traditional. I have no pics of my jewelry yet.

Idk how i am going to make everything work, we are doing our christmas presents tomorrow, so that austin has time to play with his ipod before he goes to grandmas on sunday night. I think i may have to miss christmas mass this year, it is 40 mins away, 1.5 hours for the mass, then a chit chat after that is at least 30 minutes, then 40 minutes back. My dad & G's brother both want us to go there tomorrow so i think that the only way i can make it work is to miss mass because it really only works for both of them in the evening.

I am soooooooo mad, i just talked to my son, his grandma gave him the ipod she bought for him. Like really? you have him on fricken CHRISTMAS day, ya know, the day when you get presents? But you just HAD to give it to him today??????? I know for a fact she only gave it to him today because she knows i bought one, my brother told her i am sure, otherwise why wouldn't she have waited till sunday, especially when he leaves tonight so he can't have it for the weekend. There is no other reason to give it to him before he leaves for the weekend other than to make sure he won't get excited when he gets mine. I am not stupid, she has never given him anything early any other year because in her words "it is not fair for him to open gifts then leave them".

I did have another rant, i had a major breakdown, but got clarification because i was so mad i phoned her bawling. I will not go into it here, but i did tell her how i felt about a lot of things.

My christmas just got a little sadder, but it can always, always be worse. At least i have my family, home, food, etc etc etc. Many people do not even have that, i wish i had lots of money so i could help those less fortunate, alas i don't. We do not have shelters where i live to volunteer or anything else so i am just stuck wishing. I hope you guys all have a wonderful christmas full of love.