2011

I am not keeping up with the post a day, i just don't have the motivation with no comments :( lol. my 2010 ended shitty, the fiance had taken the blazer that we replaced with my car because it kept breaking down out to his parents farm on the 30th. His pretty car which hasn't given us alot of problems broke down not even 16 hours later, the engine blew so gonna be costly to fix :(.

We didn't do anything new year's even for the 2nd year in a row because he was working, next year will be the 3rd year then after that we will have to party it up to make for lost time. The shitty thing about that is he will then be working christmas.

Not much happening here. Went for brunch at his brother's house yesterday, his boss gave him permission to take a few mins longer for break so he could come. It was nice.

Got the wedding party almost down. The guys are all done, just need 1 more girl on my side, not sure exactly where i want to go with that, he has all family, his 3 brothers, and my brother. I have 2 friends and a sister in law. I am not having my sister or any family in my wedding. I just don't want too, it would ruffle feathers so i would rather pick outside people and not have to worry about it.

My "friend" melissa i was talking about has a hella lot of nerve. She stood me up before without even saying a word when she came to town, this time she is the one that contacted me to make plans. Then on christmas says her friend wants her to go to the city shopping is it ok if she comes over after. Of course i say yes, well i contact her about 3pm on boxing day as she had said they were only going to 2 stores so shouldn't be too long. She tells me at 4 they had 1 more store to hit up then were leaving. that was the last i heard from her till 3 days later she writes on her fb status, best trip home yet even though i didn't get to see 2 very special people. I was pissed. So i wrote on there that i was done, she was a coward and didn't have the nerve to tell me she wasn't coming after i waited all day. Then i removed her. She text me later saying that if we were really her friends we would understand she had family commitments. EXCUSE ME? wtf, since when is shopping a family commitment? She said she had no service and didn't get back till 9 so just went to her parents, that she had no control over how long they would be, she wasn't driving. Ya ok, if i made plans i would make DAMN sure my friend knew about it, and her parents have a phone, service or not she could have phoned if that was the case. I told her that was pure bullshit, that if she really cared she would have contacted me somehow, in the 3 days before i said a word to her, and that i am not stupid so don't treat me as such. End of story (exactly what i said to her)

Yes i can be mean, yes i can be very rude, but i put up with alot first and i am very blunt. She knew last time how upset i was and did it again, the not contacting me was what made me stop being friends with her. I have known her for years and i am a very respectful person, i would NEVER EVER in my life do that to someone. I have high standards, i would rather give up all my friends than to lower them. If that makes me a bitch so be it.